She left.

* If you do want to know the real sacrifice.. Read it, carefully. It called, TRUE LOVE.*

       Boy: Baby, we need to talk.

• Girl: Ricardo, what do you mean?
• Boy: Something has come up...
• Girl: What? What's wrong? Is it bad?
• Boy: I don't want to hurt you, baby.
• Girl: *Thinks* Oh my God, I hope he doesn't break up with me... I love him so much.
• Boy: Baby, are you there?
• Girl: Yeah, I'm here. What is so important?
• Boy: I'm not sure if I should say it..
• Girl: Well, you already brought it up, so please just tell me.
• Boy: I'm leaving..
• Girl: Baby, what are you talking about? I don't want you to leave me, I love you.
• Boy: Not like that, I mean I'm moving far away.
• Girl: Why? All of your family lives over here.
• Boy: Well, my father is sending me away to a boarding school far away.
• Girl: I can't believe this.
• Father: (Picks up the other phone, interrupts & yells furiously) ERICA! What did I tell you about talking to boys?! Get off the damn phone! (And hangs up)
• Boy: Wow, your father sounds really mad.
• Girl: You know how he gets, but anyways, I don't want you to go.
• Boy: Would you run away with me?
• Girl: Baby, you know I would, I would do anything for you, but I can't... You don't know what would happen if I did. My dad would kill me!
• Boy: *Sad* It's okay.. I understand, I guess..
• Girl: *Thinking* I can't believe what's going on.
• Boy: I need to give you something tonight, because I am leaving on flight 1-80 in the morning, so I need to see you now.
• Girl: Okay, I will sneak out & meet you at the park.
• Boy: Okay, I'll meet you there in 20 minutes.
• (They meet at a nearby park, they both hug each other. And he gives her a note.)
• Boy: Here you go, this is for you. I gotta go.
• Girl: *Tear* (Begins to cry.)
• Boy: Baby, don't cry, you know I love you... But I have to go.
• Girl: Okay (Begins to walk away.)
• (They both go back home. And Erica begins to read the letter he gave her)
• It says...
• "Erica,
• You probably already know that I'm leaving, I knew this would be better if I wrote a letter explaining the truth about how much I care about you. The truth is, is that I never loved you, I hated you so much, you are my bitch and don't you ever forget that. I never cared about you, and never wanted to talk to you, and be around you. You really have no clue how much I hate you. Now that I'm leaving I thought you should know that I hate you, bitch. You never did the right thing, and you were never there. I didn't think I could hate someone as much as I hate you. And I never want to see you, for the rest of my life, I will never miss kissing you like before, I never want to cuddle up, how we used to. I will not miss you and that's a promise. You never had my love, and I want you to remember that. Bitch, you keep this letter because this may be the last thing you have from me. Fuck, I hate you so much. I will not talk to you soon bitch... Goodbye.
• - Ricardo"
• ( Erica begins to cry, she throws the paper in the garbage & cries for hours. )
• ... A day passes, she is sad, depressed and she feels so lonely... Then she gets a phone call....
• Friend: How are you feeling?
• Girl: I just cant believe this happened.. I thought he loved me.
• Friend: Oh, about that. Ricardo left me a message. A few days ago. He told me to tell you to look in your jacket pocket or something...
• Girl: Umm.. okay.
• (She finds a piece of paper in the jacket.)
• It says:
• "Baby I hope you find this before you read my letter. I knew your dad might read it, so I switched a few words...
• Hate = Love
• Never = Always
• Bitch = Baby
• Will not = will
• .... I hope you didn't take that seriously because I love you with all my heart, and it was so hard to let you go thats why I wanted you to run away with me... -Ricardo"
• Girl: Oh my God! It's a letter.. Ricardo does love me! He must of slipped it into my pocket when he hugged me. I can't believe how stupid I am!
• ( Erica turns the TV on. )
• [Breaking news]
• "An airplane has crashed. Over 47 young boys died, we are still searching for survivors... This is a tragedy we will never forget, this plane was flight 1-80... it was on its way to an all boys boarding school..." the Reporter says.
• ( She turns off the t.v. ... 3 days later, she kills herself, because of the fact that Ricardo was dead & she had nothing to live for... )
• ... A day after that the phone rings. Nobody answers. It was Ricardo, he called to leave a message. "Its Ricardo, I guess you're not home so, I called to let you know that I'm alive, I missed my flight because I had to see you one last time. So, I hope your not worried. I am staying for good.

(PS: I don't own this, I just copied it from somewhere and re-post it)

Deandra

Wishes

2011 Concerts wish list:

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I'll tell you if one of those come true. Hopefully they will. Can't stop wishing. Won't stop wishing. Can't stop wondering, won't stop wondering. That's me. 

Deandra

Alexander William Gaskarth

Call him Alex. He sing and play guitar in a band named All Time Low. I started to listen to their songs since like early this year, then I started to love the music. I don't know why I like him that much, but just.. Everything he does seem so good, everything. I wondered, what if I meet him? what if I attend his concert? what if all these things come true? Until finally he responded Indonesians via twitter by saying (February 1):

I love browsing his photos, musics, and videos. One day, a promotor from Indonesia named "Java Musikindo" started to mention their band name on twitter. I was very excited and I started to listen his songs more often. Until Java Musikindo confirmed that ATL will be playing in Jakarta on August 4. I was like "Omg.. Omg.. Oh shit, this is happening". I bought their presale ticket while the concert was still 3/4 months away. God bless. This is their concert's poster:

The day I've been waiting for was finally there. I skipped school that day. I went to the hotel where they stayed, then I met their sound guy, Evan Kirkendall. I asked him "Where's Alex?" and he said "He's sleeping". Right, I waited.. Waited.. And waited for hours but he still didn't showed up. I went through something that I haven't done before. I was getting crazy and wild. Luckily I met Zack when he about tp grabbed his breakfast, but I wasn't able to take a pic or something. Terrible. It's 1 pm already, I gave up, I was like "This is shit, enough already" I went straight to the venue. I feel bad but that's it. The concert has started, I couldn't say a word when Alex walk on stage and say what's up. He changed my bad mood to a best feeling in the whole wide world. Suddenly, I screamed OUT LOUD. And I sang along, jumping around until I can't feel my feet & voiceless. That was the best night of my life. All I can do was smiling around. Anyway, before he stepped to the stage, he tweeted this (August 4):

The next day, I went to school. I didn't really studying that day, all I thought about is Alex Alex and Alex. Then I realized that they'll left that day. Then I determined to follow him to the airport, ALONE. I don't care what I did, and what everyone said. There, I met Yashya, Michelle, and Olivia. But Yashya had to go, so she left. There's still me, Michelle, and Olivia. We waited for hours but they still didn't showed up. There was also a rumor said that ATL has left Jakarta already. I almost gave up that day, but no. Wait! While we waited at the airport, Alex tweeted this (August 5):

Suddenly...... Their crews were arrived. And omg! I saw a white alphard, I followed that car, and shit! I saw them, I saw Alex! Then I went inside, but it wasn't possible for us to take a pics. So me, Michelle, and Olivia went inside the check in room. Finally, I took some pictures with them. I was one of around 8 lucky girls that day. Besides, people who followed them that day was around 30. Can you imagine? That's terrible. But thank god I made it. I went back home at 6 and all I did in car was smiling, smiling, smiling. 

These are pictures we took:

The 1st one is Rian Dawson, ATL's drummer.

The 2nd one is Zachary Merrick, ATL's bassist.

The 3rd one goes to Jack Barakat, ATL's guitarist.

And last but not least, this is ALEX GASKARTH, ATL's guitarist and vocalist.

God, I am so grateful for this. Thank you for letting this happened to me. Now I know that nothing's impossible, as long as we try to. Thank you Alex, Jack, Zack, Rian. You guys made my week, even my month, year. Hope to see you soon. And yeah Alex, I rest assured that there will be a next time. So, see you next time guys! I won't forget you all. 

This. Is. A. Dream. Come. True.

Much love,

Deandra

Katy Perries

"My heart stops when you look at me, just one touch now baby I believe." 

        "Cause when I'm with him I am thinking of you."

"We fight, we break up. We kiss, we make up."

        "Don't be a baby, remember what you told me."

"Once you party with us, you'll be falling in love."

        "Us girls we are so magical, soft skin, red lips, so kissable."

"If you only knew what the future holds, after a hurricane comes a rainbow."

My second post goes to... KATY PERRY! I don't know what's the point of this. I just, love Katy and her outfits. She really inspires people. Well, check it out!

   

    

Why is she so sweet? No idea.


Deandra

Fresh Post

Hello! This is my very first post. Basically, I'm a student from 19 Junior High School. This blog is all about random things on my mind. Hope you like it. Sit back, relax and enjoy!

Deandra